Numb, Empty Eyes

You can make me feel so high, I would die if I fell

and you can make me feel so low like I'm swimming in hell

but when the phone finally rings and you are clear as crystal

all I can feel inside now is like a stone cold pistol.

There was once when one and one always made two 

but when I look around now, I no longer see you.

And I don't even know how I should feel

cause being alone still seems so unreal. 

Well, I know I'm gonna make it, I'm too stubborn otherwise

but when you look at me, you may find empty eyes,

being numb can sometimes have its benefits

cause sometimes there's no other way of keepin' my wits.

But it makes it kinda tough to ever love again

Don't wanna be run over by a reality train

To think all is fine and dandy, and life is all grand

only to find out I had my head stuck in the sand.

Well I think I still have sand grains stuck in my eyes

cause I personally thought that I was a pretty good prize

held you up on the pedestal of a living queen

made lovin' you part of my daily routine.

Guess its time to learn a whole new way of livin'

cause I still got lots of love that really worth givin'

so if you find that you really want to step aside

I'll make the hurting of the world my new lovin' bride.