BIG BUTCH BARKS BACK


Created for some of the more raw and painful aspects of growing up different. Sometimes angry, sometimes funny, always honest. Sometimes, the language is very harsh because pain is not gentle.

I am determined to chronicle all aspects of living with absolute candor and genuineness. It allows a connection with others at a deep soul level because they see that you understand their struggles when you reveal your own. If you are offended by cursing or expect the beauty you see on my other blog, Whisper Creek, then you may want to avoid this one. This is the very human side of me, the one God plainly sees. It is the part that God is healing. Let that be my witness.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Land of the Broken



This is the land of the angry
This is the home of the pissed
This is a platoon of fighters
To get back the life we have missed

To lay claim to what is ours
To take back a heart full of peace
To fight for quiet and tranquility
To make the war inside cease.

To silence the voices inside
Self doubt, self hate, non stop
Speaking yelling cursing us
Beating us till we drop

Looking over our shoulders
Waiting for the beast to strike
Feeling the hot breathe of evil
Carrying a "fuck you" spike.

Expecting enemies at every turn
We will never disappointed be
Because what we seek we will find
And what we fear we will see

So how do we fight for peace
But lay all our weapons down
But when the enemy is ourselves
Self trust never seems to abound

So round and round we go
In this hamster wheel heart beating
Distrusting the feet we run on
Fearing happiness is fleeting.

This is the land of the broken
This is the land of exhaust
This is the home of the cornered dog
fighting for the life which was lost.