Big Butch Barks Back: Ying Yang: The Human Condition

BIG BUTCH BARKS BACK

Created for some of the more raw and painful aspects of growing up different. Sometimes angry, sometimes funny, always honest. Sometimes, the language is very harsh because pain is not gentle.

I am determined to chronicle all aspects of living with absolute candor and genuineness. It allows a connection with others at a deep soul level because they see that you understand their struggles when you reveal your own. If you are offended by cursing or expect the beauty you see on my other blog, Whisper Creek, then you may want to avoid this one. This is the very human side of me, the one God plainly sees. It is the part that God is healing. Let that be my witness.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Ying Yang: The Human Condition

I'm a stone cold butch

I'm a scared little child

I'm a quiet introvert

who can go buck wild.

I am full of great love

but can scream in a rage

I'm free as an eagle

yet a bird in a cage.

I'm an agnostic with great faith

I'm a sinner and a saint

I draw the peace symbol

and I wear war paint.

I cry until I laugh

then I laugh until I cry

I look to take my life

then I fight not to die.

I'm a little troublemaker

then dream I'm Superman

cause a little mischief

then save all I can.

I'm an angel and a devil

just a dirt poor millionaire

I'm a reason for concern

I'm an answer to prayer.

I am that I am. I am me.

Big Butch Barks Back