BIG BUTCH BARKS BACK


Created for some of the more raw and painful aspects of growing up different. Sometimes angry, sometimes funny, always honest. Sometimes, the language is very harsh because pain is not gentle.

I am determined to chronicle all aspects of living with absolute candor and genuineness. It allows a connection with others at a deep soul level because they see that you understand their struggles when you reveal your own. If you are offended by cursing or expect the beauty you see on my other blog, Whisper Creek, then you may want to avoid this one. This is the very human side of me, the one God plainly sees. It is the part that God is healing. Let that be my witness.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Wakin' Up



I'm thinkin' last decade was only a dream
a long coma-like, a super supreme
had all the things I never had before
like at the end of the book, and you lookin' for some more.

Think I fell into the home of the Jed Clampettes
struck gold, and behold,  I'm off to the Ritz
this hillbilly chick packed up and headed West
swimmin' pools, movie stars, I was quiet impressed.

Fell in love with a Dove and all she was about
super-fly, I was high, and very devout
up high on the throne, she was my beauty queen
and in the light of her smile I was always serene. 

Chillin' out, there's no doubt, I was in South Cali
ocean waves, music raves, not in my Tennessee Valley
I would find, in my mind, I'd say "is this for real?"
or will I walk around the corner and my true life reveal?

How in the world did this girl turn out to be so blessed?
to be in love with my Dove in our place in the West?
to overcome all the crap that had troubled my mind?
All the tears, all the fears I thought I'd left behind.


Then, damn, I woke up, and here I am once more
in the hills, with the bills, in the land of the poor
what to do, feelin' blue, should I take another nap?
and hope for a replay, an instant recap?

Nah, guess it time, make a rhyme and take my head out' my ass
see the sun, its just begun, feel my toes in the grass
ain't so bad, don't be sad, this is Tennessee,
and if I look, a new book, I can guarantee.

I'll turn a page, and then engage, in a brand new story
but in this account, on the mount, I'll give God the Glory
I'll hold him high, he's super fly, and my beauty King
and I will know, and he will show that he's the Real Thing. 




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